the rantings of a brat
(Sunday-)
+9:32 PM]*
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(Saturday-)
+8:48 PM]*
# 推論-
何が実質であるか。
何が夢を見ているか。
私はどこに想像になることを行くか。
私は何を泳ぐためにするか。
水は私へ何であるか。
実際に私はだれであるか。
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(Thursday-)
+9:05 AM]*
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whats the point in trying
no one cares
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(Saturday-)
+10:36 AM]*
# boredom-
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(Friday-)
+9:06 AM]*
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there is so many things to do
i wonder if it will ever be completed
there is a place i know
it is my serenity
my escape
: true colours will be revealed soon.
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(Saturday-)
+6:56 PM]*
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(Sunday-)
+9:22 PM]*
# the return-
slowly i am returning
coming back to that room
that room that i love
that i hate
but it is that room that kept me safe
brought me comfort while suffering
as like the seduction and lust of nails and needles pierce
my skin
i find serenity
it is here where i will find my true self
it is here where i will be me
it is here where i will die
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(Friday-)
+12:43 PM]*
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i don't know why but it feels better now.
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(Monday-)
+9:17 PM]*
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i hate my life
i wish i were dead.
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(Sunday-)
+1:00 AM]*
# dismantle repair-
hands like secrets are the hardest thing to keep from you
lines and phrases like knives
you words can cut me through
dismantle me down
repair
you've dismantled me.
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+12:54 AM]*
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(Thursday-)
+12:13 PM]*
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i wish you were here
i don't know why but i really do.
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+3:12 AM]*
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(Sunday-)
+9:51 AM]*
# -
disintegrating slowly inside
this will never end.
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(Friday-)
+11:21 AM]*
# while i'm still young-
it's going to be time to quit soon
maybe give it awhile longer
when it comes
hopefully there's a way to redeem that mistake.
current mood: "imsomniatical"
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(Saturday-)
+12:42 PM]*
# cliche-
procrastination is so cliche
i really should stop.
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(Friday-)
+11:22 PM]*
# abandonment-
as i walk into the darkness alone.
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+8:26 AM]*
# it gets darker each day-
slowly the sky gets darker each day
and the rain will soon follow
and when it comes
it will come hard and it will stay
and i will be there standing right in the middle of it
embracing the darkness that overcomes me
embracing it alone.
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(Tuesday-)
+9:32 PM]*
# rather this than that-
what else would we be if not complicated and misunderstood
we humans try to make an understanding of one another or anything
thinking as though it would help make the world or any situation a better place
so that we may understand the troubles and causes and work together to fix it
to me its all bullshit
i'd rather be misunderstood and complicated
makes me feel alone.
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(Monday-)
+9:40 AM]*
# warning-
this site is under construction.
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